It's my first night in Jacksonville. So far, so good. I think it's just hit me how serious this all is. When I left Columbia today, I was excited to get down here and start my life. But now I've realized that this really is the start of everything- my future, my success or failure in this career, and most importantly, the success of failure of my life. From here, the road really does seem infinite, with a dizzying array of choices and decisions.
And leaving Diana was no fun. I've always been obstinately independent, but not any more, and I've completely accepted that. Now no matter where I go or what I see, without Diana with me, it's not going to mean anything.
Weird, huh? I don't suppose any of you know me well enough to care about that, but it's true, and probably a strange confession for those who do know me.
Otherwise this seems like great fun. It might be the late night or the long drive today, but I'm especially sentimental and emotional.
My first day of work is tomorrow! Super excited, and nervous enough to throw up my entire insides.
Oh, and on a side note, the Colts won. Who gives a shit
-JB
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This sneaky snake misses you dearly. Can't wait till I get to enjoy the FL weather again. You are gonna be awesome at your new job and I wish you all the luck.
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